You See What I See?

December 13,2019 

9:59pm 

 In the reign of the night taking everything in stride. Coping with all the adversities facing all the atrocities standing before the faith that looses life. 

 Lack of life due to being drained consistently of it's fundamental essence. The epitome of its energy still roaming yet restless.

 Sickness clouts the minds of the youth, But do some comprehend the emotions and misfortunes this next generation has to battle within or does selfish pride and ignorance make them oblivious. 

All changes before our eyes yet still alive and thriving is greed,racism and geocide. What has benefited the corrupted will in time cease my existences. Thirteen percent of the population please check the statistics. Reaching for glory in the universe modified and designed for failure it's a must to be persistent wishing the right star could release us from this prison.

From which it stems, confederacies and supremacies hell bent on the vision of the end of "Me." Jealous for the fact Im comfortable in my skin,but imatation is the highest form of flattery. The mind maunvers sonically with edcuation that was meant to be hidden from "Me." No offense but presumably if our complexions match then maybe you'll see truth in what speak.

 Humans growing weary,cause  I know that our mothers and fathers era contained morals lost principles that would be essential to the future if regained.

 Contemplating of blessings in its purest forms, You would assume what honorable leaders think about. But society,is survival of the fittest the blood on this cotton can't be white washed out.

 Wishing these tactics passed on will show me light so that I can master it for myself.  Garnering more teachings on. Reaching new altitudes, till one with the sun and moon 

 Seen the darkest of circumstances waiting for the sun's warmth to.

 Awaken me as well rise my devotion to face this world, knowing that it's doesn't deserve the heart. 

Various obstacles, road blocks ment to test the courageous maybe to have their named cemented in time for ages. 

Can't let the neferious manipulate the mind no advances successful like they make it for geuine souls. It has to be stressful, throns sorround the 🌹who else will protect you but you.

- I.N.F.E.R.N.O.

Mirrors

   Never felt like I had room to complain all I do is ingest the intensity of strain. What does a well manner heart matter at one moments notice I continued to drown my self in smoke and lost all focus.  I don't except to be rewarded at all cause misfortune is my only companion deep inside the misery which is me so after all the explanations are said and done I fell beneath the ground reaching different levels of hell now all I see is smoke and fire before me.

  They can all witness the evil I speak of but truly ignore the kind nature I posses that I try to display even throughout all the stress. All Individuals will only take heed to what they feel is imperative to them erasing all the recored memories within the film.

   It becomes more of a struggle to make things ever so clear, deep down inside I see the lost souls eternally shedding tears. Desiring a free mind and spirit praying that one day I will be able to become one with peace. I shouldn't have fought so wild my sick intentions produces evil smiles cause I feel the snakes creeping within feeding off my frustration.  When I became further educated at last I was able to break free from all the darkness that cloud my mind.

  They will never comprehend my nature to afraid to embrace the truths I sought for every since I was put on this hellish earth. I let them continue to be blinded by my hatred. When all is done and I can finally rest no more obscene agony will be embedded in my chest all these shackles I'll have the strength to break them and laugh with elation.

  Its likes I'm awaiting for the devil to open its door will I be misconstrued beating to a bloody mass cause of the skin color I posses. Will I have to embrace fatal shots to the face and neck because this world isn't  for someone of the likes of me of royal african descent. Am I too paranoid or any different from the merciless fatalities that come about through the evil minds of corrupt leaders and vicious law enforcements. Bullets travel through the flesh of innocent men but how am I wrong if I inflict violence on those hearts of men that wanted to introduce me to sin..

 This is the painful reality people chose to ignore so I soar beyond their close minded thoughts. Even though I was suppose to be condition with their desired manuscript I burned it with the fire of the devils they summoned to encrypt my scared ancestry.

 May the heavens above bless me in a righteous way cause there is no telling if I will make it to the next day with all the insanity of men,the disloyalty of women, the corruption of children. With all the adversity invested so many people try to live their lives and remain true to their traditions using the power of reminiscing to carry them through, with a never dying incentive and yet have to be aware of their souls being put in submission.

Focus on Structure

A posture to prevail over chaos is what I pray to embrace. A new day to use the embedded hatred within, that was invested in the passing years will soon make every difficult circumstance every so clear. Reunited with the love and guidance given from my former teachers that programmed in my mind to stay astray from the corrupted preachers.

Every learning experience doesn't hold a positive appearance reaching forward knowing that the hands of time are not on my side with a dying motivation inside. I have herd the cries of the defeated sensed the failure of the misleaded I pledge aligence to my spirit and for this reason the battle cry I unleash makes all demons flee it.

Walking amongst the vivid stars soaring beyond and far above the dececption I came across that overwhelmed me. I was blinded feeling deeply that my soul was lost while engaging in evil situations,little did I know that patiences was a key attribute maintaining my meditation contemplating on ways to utilize truth I'm faced with.

Awake

I was told to dream and reach for the stars but no longer does this ambition exists, how can I create when I'm trapped in this sorrow filled abyss nothing but darker encounters at every corner keeping my faith even though inside I feel like I'm a goner. So many emotions to overcome keeping whats left of my happiness but the struggle has just begun.

Viewing the circumstances for what it really is I know I'm not going hysterical I can feel the treachery in the air being loyal is not a intention that people wish to embrace with care. I write poetic scriptures to keep my mind away from the persistent trouble using all the might I can muscle eyes blurry from climbing making my way out the furious fires of the forsaken tunnel.

It's enough to make you scream with total frustration I walk beside my enemies not yet showing my hatred. For I have studied the way of generals in war only to explore another method beyond that opened door.

I have grown in many ways and the people around me that I though would never change introduced me to another level of this game. I know now that I am alone in my thoughts when it comes to being true when I was younger this never was a though although I payed attention to the clues my strength was every so high. My mind set was geared to never lose heart cold made of stone so agony would came and go so my feelings were never bruised.

Seeing the wicked use these back stabbing tactics with a compassion lashing and it's madness that these are the type of actions going on all across the atlas.Truly the worst to see two faces within your faction then there is a need for subtraction when it's your comrades that wanna
see your skull get fractured by any means. This is the suffering from jealousy and greed murder without a cause the bigger picture is
obscene. Then individuals wonder why there is so much grief and the love is incomplete and this is why I cannot come to terms to dream
cause in this dimension of corrupted intentions you have to stay awake you can never sleep.