W.A.R. (World Annihilation Reaches).

 In the battlegrounds I have to be alert and one with sound the most vicious will creep and executes plots.

My obedience to the arts of war are grand applying intense degrees on my cerebral I can only meditate and attempt to be sane. Wisdom passed on to me, a process of maneuvering and switching methods of intelligence. I listen and observe being conscious seeking to embellish on the dreams I have for my loves ones to carry on finding the patience within.

Impersonators claiming when the torture commence they will be at the ready upon the frontline blind with a passion to die with no sense of morals and knowledge. I drink the blood of my enemies from this chalice not to become one with the evil but for those that opposed me will burn in the success of my elevation.

 I won't quiver in fear in the murder lands I reside within cause no matter where you stand the higher authorities have already planted their land mines in advance. My very own right for self defense is proven to be irrelevant but my though process is beyond these american laws set for my kind. I'm suppose to be passive but I refuse to not show retaliation if I don't pursue my faith the government masses won't hesitate to put me in mental strain its a must I find a way to break away from these shackles and chains.

 My only truest and deepest desires is to protect my family and loves ones from harm so I pray to resurrect my positive intentions wishing for this energy to be carried on. I stare with a blankness so if you can't relate you will see no form of progression in figuring me out. 

 For I'm beyond this universe and when my face kiss the hearse my legacy will begin in many forms of rebirth. When the devil decides to attack I'll react and snap back taking the knives the demons inflicted upon my flesh making sure I introduce unbearable strain with the very same weapons to make them feel the same anguish they relentlessly sent to me I'm promise these tarnished souls they won't be able to compete.

Lets be completely truthful about it all where in this world ever step forward you take creates another form to embrace a downfall. Living to live putting my all in something I loved was a fatal error cause when all is said and done I was covered by snakes, vicious individuals that once had compassion got  me sadistically laughing all I want is for their deaths to be tragic. 


 Never knew the most high was by my side but I continued to control all these murderous vibes inside I vow to excavate my self out the grave that was sent for me cause my spirit won't let me die without purpose I can only ascend to tranquility. In their eyes I am suppose to remain ignorant of my lineage seeking for my beginning and end. 

 But yet cause I don't comply to their religions I'm a threat they claim all we do is sin but what about survival will they then be able to commend? A child of the sun sent from the heavens with a heart burning fueled by the deception of my advisories. 

 Secrets of extraordinary factions I embrace to control my new found hate as I watch its evolution take its place. Only aggression will free me and take me to levels to escape being reformed is the plan and my motives are to desecrate for this is W.A.R. and life is only deception revealing two sides to a tale I'm promise to those that may it possible for me to breath today I will only excel.

The Progression.

Wishes stay in my mind frame, these hardships got me wondering do miracles even exist? Throughout my prayers I hope that I can come close to clarity in the fatal abyss. I know my writings will be viewed to certain individuals as suicide notes but those that value this art will see that my creations are my recordings of fighting evil on a everyday basis.

In these corrupted circumstances it's like these snakes and fakes preserver but let the truth be told authentic followers have no fear even better conquer the wicked actions of all back stabbers and those that practice the doings of the wicked art. At times I feel my heart growing weak so poetry I speak to keep the rhythm and hold on to the beat of my motivation regaining control of my emotions.

My journeys of going under assisted me in my struggles to submerge throughout trails that once looked so overwhelming. The odds of destruction depicting the failure was face to face with me. Positivity is what I grasp for battling in the hatred storms keeping in mind that true happiness will one day be born.

To sore is what I invision no longer kept in suspension of my sinister intentions that only seems to arise when my benevolence is took for granted its respect that I long for and I truly demand it on every aspect. Knowing that these demons come sideways and pledge to be never stood corrected this is what proves to make the situations I encounter every so hectic.

In these times you can't give your love to just anyone cause either you will be emotional damaged or staring at the barrel of a gun and when death comes smiling there is no other way to run. Its so clear to me now to never trust anyone cause in the end it seems their main mission and train of though is to bring you down forgetting the pleasant times you delivered.

Lost in the depths of my own agony these nightmare just become more clear. I had to obtain knowledge and keep in my mind that ones fear is only a part of someones imagination either to test you or control your every move.

Not to mention these make believe remnants of these horrific visions transmitted in to our brains activates the spark to create scare tactics. I know that it is a deeper message then to just entertain otherwise where does the ideas of this evil come about.

Minds clouded with destruction we stay in speculation of who can save us when the answer is already within only the inner self can over throw what is labeled as sin.

MY WORLDLY REFLECTIONS

The stress continues to cloud my mind I feel my patiences withering away every passing moment. I hate the fact that my soul can't control this fear cause I truly see the horror in my eyes when in the mirror. I'm steady in speculation of what my next error will be so I can quickly remove it and go forth on this journey of hatred and agony. The smoke I inhale engulfs my lungs and I commence a mental battle making all my sorrow perish within in the fires of my motivation. The motivation that keeps me alive, what a description to convey that this is my heart fighting the relentless trenches the world displays.

Cursed writings I construct learning to never fall in the foolish mind state of love because the though will only bring forth madness there is only spiritual awareness, brief admiration and personality classes. I have had it I can't no longer invision the rapture I pray to the most high to keep me in contact with my tactics as I research to escape the massess. I close my eyes and in sight are swords clashing between righteousness and evil. What is to come of all this? The crave grows stronger within I purse a life of sin to survive it has become more of a struggle to hold on to faith and posses pride. Now as you can see it has become harder for two souls to relate cause deception came in the picture turning warm hearts to cold emotions only to drown in their conditioned thoughts of commotion.

Merely going astray from the clutches of ruthless demons, their wicked hearts glow with a never dying sinister passion. Overwhelming intentions producing nothing but grief. I clear my mind to march forward to a new beginning to analyze the poisons.

I ask you when you read this am I truly insane? or do I make things clear to you throughout these meditation methods I hope to be of assistance defeating the trials of every day lifestyles of trifle encounters so that warriors male or female reach progression.

Is it really a horrid transition to reamin true and break the fatal self destruction connections? The nightmares are vivid and there is no hope to unleash a fury to destroy them if the faith is alone to conflict with the hardships.

My eyes bleeding from the murders and yet I'm going deaf from the screaming of the planet being raped of all its natural resources. The sickness growing at a epidemic rate the cause being the molestation and poverty not having any nutrition to survive these are the real life situations that are ignored on a regular basis. So now am I justified to have hatred or to have a broken heart with a military mind state, being a witness of hellish escapades. Grasping on to my morals keeping me wise forever comprehending the crave which is truly explained as the greed unlocking the corruption in a haste. My world reflections what is to come of the human race???

Gangsters Glory- Heartless Young Souls Living In Hell.

Is it truly all worth it, the power and the non-stop incoming wealth.

Do you ever cease to think of the harm you bring forth to the community. Was it all worth it? To serve the soulless individuals poison to make whats left of their already dying spirit decay. I guess the question all boils down to if we are suppose to battle these demons within, blind to our own traditional greatness due to the environment we were born in.

The nightmares of violence taken place I ponder on the fact of how I made it through the storm as a new born, heat-broken with no other solution but to make something of the hell I am living throughout.

Watching those I hunt currency with drop frozen from the penetration of bullets entering their skin and the sight of the blood making me sick and paranoid not only that the revenge making me evil but it was to late for I was already trapped in the mirror of sin and I am the reflection so its a must I keep my protection. I'm only twelve living so reckless snatching up souls cause I am cold but fast in motion when my hand is on the trigger it's death I deliver the sound of metal ripping through flesh and bone making me quiver.

Started my trouble at a young age father not around mother was a addict and a prostitute. I pray amongst the stars wishing that I could fly away. The harsh reality is the brutality I was introduced to, I was fed up with being hungry suffering from pains cause I had no substance to keep me strong. Yet I still move on, I still move on wishing for a treasure a way out of these hellish predicaments.

Never will I go back to being consider homeless stuck in poverty crying losing my mind from the gunshots the dirt I keep concealed in my heart will eventually devour me. So I know that when I go I have to rest in peace I ment no harm, so I just know my guardian angels have to rescue me.

The nights of sleeping outside the stuggles I had to overcome just to make sure I ate at night. What is my title a lost angel with magnificent intentions I write rhymes to keep from loading the clip in . The streets birth me so I sell product cause I am a product with no life long guaranteed expectancy so when the gunfire lays me down to sleep I pray for the most high to forever hold my soul in peace.

I have no heart I can't hesitate to let my guns spark seeing mother overdose off the heroin drove me crazy all I see is death for what has given me life is no longer with breath even though thy mother wasn't the best she was all I had to reach and connect with longing for her attention and affection lost with no sense of direction.

So think first before you embrace the world of so called gangster glory because if I was in your shoes with a roof over my head with a consistent place to sleep and a mother and father supporting me, I wouldn't be in this mess looking over my dead body in the heavens.

So take heed live your life with true excellence if the opportunities are vivid and clear paint this picture with the passion from your heart or whats left of your happiness for all of us have struggles cause this life of money,drugs and corruption is a definite way to be in a calm state breathless....

The ending of my chapter.

Worthless Nothingness

Felt so precious little did I know that I would want to feel like killing my very own will. I escape the maddness,hatching within me noises of my favorite songs keeping me motivated I hate the taste of betrayal heart bursting with pain clutching my chest from the smoke I inhale, feeling myself get closer to hell,eyes filled with sorrow I spit my deadly words of destruction wishing to unleash my demons clawing my insides screaming violently to come out. All I have is my family and if I lose them I will be a heartless zombie,with all to gain is revenge towards my adviasries wishing for all you disciples to feel my deadly wrath one day I will be missed when I'm gone, for good I'm sick cause I anticipate that day where I will be able to fly freely in the sky soaring above my trails and tribulations. Trying to deeply figure out my exsistance I pray to get past the agony I feel,understanding that there is no happiness and anguish is the only outcome so prince of darkness here I come, ready and willing to fight and battle to the death the evil that swallows me whole and desires full control.

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Lady Of Sin How Beautiful Is Your Agony?

Longing 4 ur kiss..not knowing that ur destructive taste would remain bitter displaying all of ur deceptiveness. Searching 4 ur touch not knowing that it would cause heart failure erasing my will 2 live and reach 4 enlightenment. After being used I feel weary it's was far 2 late all that I have invested  u have absorbed already. So inspired wanting 2 learn ur language of love only 2 be exposed 2 the sinister thoughts, tears of blood I cry, hurting, suffering from the fatal after-math.

Knowing now not 2 trust the art of seduction u mastered, praying 4 that hopeful day that the agony would b erased. The love u made 2 me was slowly taking my life from me oh so very pleasant but deadly ur touch, the hypnotizing affect from the feel of ur lips the consistent concentration I tried 2 maintain while lost within ur dream-filled eyes. When I awoken I felt ruthless knowing that I was already corrupted I had 2 go astray 2 keep my sanity.

No1 warned me they just let me go and fly blindly 2wards the agony filled summers birth. I gained my trust in the clouds, it is final my thoughts r made up its has been embedded 2 never trust, the kind intent of the heart 4 those I have encountered where not fully developed and ready 2 blossom and walk along with me 2wards the fate of eternal love.

I know ur evil and I wont fall 4 ur obstacles any longer 4 these experiences have made me stronger but also more colder no helping hand when u are stranded with no other 2 help u climb 2 the monstrosity. I will grasp 4 u only 2 just let u go and let u fall 2 ur death. Let the truth b explained especially those that fed ur hunger 2 distribute ur misery and hate,it will all finally come 2 a end the innocent souls u sacrificed will now restore their strength leaving u 2 only become weaker..let it b put 2 rest never 2 b resurrected as these days go by fighting against the sin the wicked u represent and the hell that motivated the likes of u, now let it b that u b consumed and overwhelmed in ur doom u breathed life in 2, perish by ur own greed and may u 4ever rest in peace.

Evolving 2 Greatness

Awoken in the morning preparing 4 2days life struggles that I will have 2 encounter,

I just don't wanna keep making the same mistakes hatred in my heart, eyes bloodshot red burning with fury.

Lost searching 4 what life has 2 offer what more can I get out of this situation? I am trying 2 find another way out of this agony.

Passionately just wanna stay true 2 myself and I am pondering if I am 2 blame 4 my adversity. I feel I am sick because the frustration I gain an addiction 2 feeling hurt going 2wards the agony instead of away from it.

Dedicated 2 a better cause, blood rushing so many emotions that I can no longer contain I can only expose it at this limit. Feeling foolish,

I am told that this is just another life lesson I pray deeply 2 the creator 2 erase the anguish I feel inside at times I just wanna die fry in the flames and put it all 2 rest.

From now on I just wanna be aware of all the on coming traffic,the aftermath will bring u closer 2 results that will prove 2 build a desire 2 just end it all.

It's clear I just wanna cause harm 2 everything that cause me harm but I just keep reminding my self 2 let karma take it's place. Just 2 fly and go astray from the evil in this world would b such a delight cause all I been seeing is frightening images constant reminders of the anguish floating through my brain making me just feel a rush the boiling in my veins hoping 2 get away and escape 2 a better 2morrow.

Knowing 2 never go back 2 those that unleashed a detrimental wrath with nothing but ruthless intentions did I mention the agony ,feel the beat of my soul listen? battling trying 2 prevail over this hellish grief taking me over, the heartless wishing 4 me 2 cease but I know I have 2 stay alive as I let go all I hear is the steady beat of my heart releasing it's self from bondage.

Lurking In Scilence I Finally Awoken.

What has the world come 2 ... I say

I shivered as I hear of senseless murders.

I guess being pure in spirit is not a desire that people wish 2 reach. Appreciating a being that will one day carry on your empire what you worked so hard 4 is not in though.

I ponder on y can any parent find it in their heart 2 have intentions on killing their own. I understand that back in those hellish times where my enslaved ancestors rather kill their continuation of their legacy b4 they would be labeled as cattle sent 2 work in the killing fields.

Can u invision hearing the weeping of the lost souls, innocent blood spilling shall the creator release his punishment. Tortured souls searching 4 a purpose another path 2 lead them from this disgust the scraps that was given 2 make sweet situations from bitter living conditions.

Faithfully approaching what awaits us trembling holding all what represent my sorrow. The future is held by the children the youth lacking the knowledge of their past blindly moving 4ward 2 their present with no sense of direction.

Who is 2 truly blame? Completely frozen solid reaching deep within 2 express and accumulate all that I yearned 4 2 bring me closer 2 truth lost expressions the management of emotions erupting anger as I see the evil gain justice so remarkable how they nation can b lead astray from the true focus meant 2 bring forth inspiration annihilate self hatred as all of gods children grow by the rays of the sun...

Awaiting 2 Break Free.

I'm investing so much time with so little answers causing damage upon my heart. Lacking mercy life unleashing it's tribulations making my soul feel weary.

I have no choice but 2 operate on my own and carry on with strength in my eyes hiding the tears I desire 2 cry. Only understood by those who have survived the struggle my options are few and the time keeps ticking.

Disturbed in these realms of wickedness trying remain positive continuously the devils are watching. I'm trapped in these clutches elders spreading their wisdom I walk the path alone.

I gathered the vines 2gether only 2 my surprise reality blossoms 2 expose what lies are amongst those that have wronged me.

Throughout my transitions of emotions I lose confidence reconstructing the ruins of my faith.

A Hearts Quest.

So use 2 my agony never escaping its clutch holding on 2 my precious moments nothing seems 2 get better just another struggle. Taking precaution cause at the end of the day the fact of u hurting me has no meaning in your heart.

I'm inside bleeding looking for a meaning of why does deception has 2 touch my soul. The yelling and screams forces u 2 tell me 2 break away signifying that u are complete without me here at time I just wanna disappear and dwell in my sorrow only 2 never reappear in the radiance of this monument we have built.

I let u get close 2 my heart and all u manage 2 represent is your laughter and u show all your methods of cruelty pushing me all I want 2 do is remain free and unlock my wishes 2 fly I wanna b loved but no longer can I try my passion has died.

All u tell me 2 do is leave and never look back I wish it was so easy 2 do as u express this deep ambition. I wanna remain alone through this searching for these keys 2 release me from these locks. Grief is all I feel, I wanna gain relief from this depression and continue on with no feeling inside just wanna b emotionless cause I have no more will 2 triumph the painful ways of the heart and never again do I wanna feel happiness due 2 the love and and caring affection of any womens heart.